I created a blog. I've tried this many times before only to fail. I'm not sure why this time is any different other than I need a place to clear my head. I've tried keeling a journal on paper but that too only lasts a few days. I've fallen victim of the tech age and don't like to use paper and to write anymore.
So many things to say and I'm sure I'll get there- eventually. Today is the day of realizations. Realizing I can and will be a better mother, wife, friend, sister, daughter, and person. I need to be the me I know I can be. The me that I always saw myself being. I don't consider myself a disappointment just a huge work-in-progress that keeps hindering the progress.
I need to stay focused. I need a reminder about the things that I really want in life. When I was about 11 I stated keeping journals. I would write in their nightly without fail. It's so fun to look back and read exactly what I liked, wanted, achieved and overcame. Some of it was very petty in the grand scheme of life but at 15 was a big deal. This is the reason for this blog.
I've found myself a mother to two amazing girls. They are now 5 & 8, both beautiful and healthy. I am also 6 years married to a great man. A man that pushes me past my comfort level and often get mad at for that. However, I have a husband that is one phenomenal father. He is a husband that loves to explore the world which become challenging and exhausting at times. There are times when I just want to be still. I want to listen, laugh but be still in the moment. He's not one for being still- ever.
Anyway, this will be my ramblings. Some odd, some funny, some just words that may not make any sense!
Welcome to my world.
~Wife
